April 2010
truthfully, i wanted to be one of theses ugly girls that i’ve seen being looked down at the way i’ve never been looking down at they must have been terribly happy
i don’t deserve to feel this way
dear my friends , all apologies my head had a short circuit i feel nothing, and how serene my heart died it killed her, and i feel nothing thanks god i feel nothing
Someone please give me a taste of sweet You know im lying. All I desire is poison. If possible I’d prefer the sweets, because I think about drinking tea I don’t mind the cavities “stand” “shoot” “even torn to pieces worship to the end” “don’t let the sickness in” “don’t hate” “throw it up” “spit...
“Because, if they notice you they’ll also notice your absence”
something’s changing
“He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man”
– Samuel Johnson
when you die, people really listen to you, instead of instead of just waiting for their turn to speak
i feel nauseous since two days or so it’s getting tedious and i want to forget about it i want to forget that you exist i want to forget that they all are here i want to forget that im here i want to forget about me
